[ there's a lot to unpack, between the secrecy and the lies that have come to light. it's true that majima's own code of honor does not involve ending the life of other people... but in this case, what's the right call? does having a hand in murdering a murderer absolve one of any wrongdoing?
it's clear that he's doing a lot of thinking, but there's an almost surprising lack of tact when he breaks his silence and asks, ]
Is this sorta thing normal to ya 'cause you're a sword? 'Cause you were created with the intent to kill people?
[...right to the point, huh. ishi is quiet for several moments there, eyes fixed down, before he exhales a slow breath and speaks.]
... I am not sure I would call it normal for me, though it would be for most of us, yes. I hate killing-- I was enshrined for most of my existence, and was dedicated to healing, to cutting away what plagued those who visited the shrine. If it were possible to save everyone, if I had that sort of power... I wouldn't let anyone die.
[his brow furrows there.]
But neither can I deny what I am, or what I was made for. I hate killing, but I will do what is necessary; I have had to do so before coming here, as well. I've experienced war.
[ on the one hand, ishi actively betrayed majima's trust for his own personal goals. no matter how good his intentions were, the sword ultimately set the both of them up to fail.
on the other... majima cannot disparage him for staying true to his ideals, for doing what he believes in—in this case, the greater good—rather than what's "right." he could have easily said no and exposed ishi as soon as they had stepped behind the screen together. ]
I dunno what ya want me to say, Ishikiri-jisan.
[ at the very least, there is no bitterness in his voice. if anything, he just sounds... tired. ]
...there is nothing in particular I expect you to say, Majima-kun.
[ishi shakes his head, there, glancing back up to majima.]
I do not expect your trust-- I have not admitted all of this to you solely in hopes of gaining it back. That is all up to you, and I will not blame you should you choose not to extend it to me after what I have done.
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Holy shit. You're the one who was checkin' hands that trial. Ya sly son of a bitch.
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... I do believe that should be everything, though.
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[ there's a lot to unpack, between the secrecy and the lies that have come to light. it's true that majima's own code of honor does not involve ending the life of other people... but in this case, what's the right call? does having a hand in murdering a murderer absolve one of any wrongdoing?
it's clear that he's doing a lot of thinking, but there's an almost surprising lack of tact when he breaks his silence and asks, ]
Is this sorta thing normal to ya 'cause you're a sword? 'Cause you were created with the intent to kill people?
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... I am not sure I would call it normal for me, though it would be for most of us, yes. I hate killing-- I was enshrined for most of my existence, and was dedicated to healing, to cutting away what plagued those who visited the shrine. If it were possible to save everyone, if I had that sort of power... I wouldn't let anyone die.
[his brow furrows there.]
But neither can I deny what I am, or what I was made for. I hate killing, but I will do what is necessary; I have had to do so before coming here, as well. I've experienced war.
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on the other... majima cannot disparage him for staying true to his ideals, for doing what he believes in—in this case, the greater good—rather than what's "right." he could have easily said no and exposed ishi as soon as they had stepped behind the screen together. ]
I dunno what ya want me to say, Ishikiri-jisan.
[ at the very least, there is no bitterness in his voice. if anything, he just sounds... tired. ]
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[ishi shakes his head, there, glancing back up to majima.]
I do not expect your trust-- I have not admitted all of this to you solely in hopes of gaining it back. That is all up to you, and I will not blame you should you choose not to extend it to me after what I have done.
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As long as Mizuki trusts ya—[ whoa, no nickname or honorific ]—I will, too.
[ he takes a deep breath. ]
Just don't pull that shit again, ya hear? Ya might lose more than a hand if ya cross me twice.